littlebabykacie

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 22:47:02 GMT

wtf am I thinking..

Wed, 29 Nov 2006 23:52:14 GMT

ive figured out lately that only when i am in a bitchy or sad mood is when I want to post a thing.
i dont even know what the hell is wrong with me...i have to be off the computer by 10 because "i need to learn not to stay on there til 1".....and school is stressing me out.. its complete shit..i dont think i have turned one thing in on time. im pretty sure im never going to get straight A's no matter how hard i try..and im cool with that. on the plus side..i just got 25 dollars from my grandparents for report card..i actually did pretty shitty..but atleast they care =]

i wanted to also go eat dinner w/ lindsey tonight at panera...but could I?

OH I GUESS ITS A LAW THAT IF YOUR ROOM IS DIRTY YOU ARENT ALOUD TO GO OUT INTO CIVILIZATION.
im ready to turn 18..and get the fuck out....onnnnly saying fuck because im in a bad mood..ill say it again. fuck.

also..this high school drama crap needs to be eliminated from my life.
its re-damn-dic-ulous.....AHHHH everyday i tell you

and i want dominic greco here to make me laugh.
if you could read this dom..i would tell you that you and danny o'brien are my fav boys in the world.

what else can i vent about..haha
i guess thats enough for now..im sure within an hour something will go wrong..and ill be back =]

Wed, 29 Nov 2006 05:40:15 GMT

I need lindsey truesdale here more then anything in the world.

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 23:35:43 GMT

I think it has been like 234 years since I have done this whole LJ thing.
Right now I'm on fall break..and even though I didn't do much of anything to day besides ride around, it was probably the funnest car ride of my life. Me and lindsey rode around for literally an hour or so..lost in CLIMAX HIGHPOINT hahah. we were on our way to see her mom, got lost, so we turned around..saw an exit for the zoo and decided to go torwards that, turned back around realizing we didnt have any time, so we turned around and took a lovely tour of climax highpoint and it turned out we went in a large circle. it was fun.

i don't feel good right now..for multiple reasons.
i'm ready for christmas!
and...

I love Lindsey Truesdale

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 02:05:45 GMT

I haven't posted a journal in a while. I have been either too busy or have just not cared. This weekend was pretty good, interesting to say the least.
Friday was homecoming and dominic greco is the best escort in the world
Saturday I went to Kersey Valley spooky woods with brian mark and mere. it was funfunfun and i got a pumpkin!
sunday- sick girl, for one reason!

this week needs to hurry up so i can go to the costume ball =]

I'm dumb

Tue, 03 Oct 2006 02:11:28 GMT

I wish bad things didn't happen and I wish I wasn't dumb
I have been used, and its a bitch.
and thats why I'm dumb.

I wish I was in love
STRAIGHT UP!
I also wish i knew how to tell people EXACTLY how i feel about them.
I kinda suck at that...
bahhh

Sun, 01 Oct 2006 23:43:20 GMT

I think about you all the time
But I don't need the same
It's lonely where you are come back down,
And I won't tell em your name

I saw a 29 inch woman at the fair this weekend and she was precious.

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 19:09:26 GMT

"You cannot possibly be mad at the ones who make you laugh--it's as simple as that."

I love my friends.

Note:
Lindsey Truesdale- Hurry up and get back from New York...I miss you!
Riley- I hope your head feels better!
Audrey Holland- I love you...you are asleep right now =]
Scottie,Rob,Jordan- I'm having withdrawl symptoms.
Kelly Britt- hahah...we need to hang out more fo real.
Sierra- I want to dance it up with you asap girlfriend.

dixie classic fair tonight.
i am EXCITED!

Thu, 28 Sep 2006 00:58:14 GMT

who wants to move to europe, get married, build a cottage and adopt a baby bear?

today was picture day and I'm sure it turned out pretty rediculous, especially since audrey was in the background yelling SUCK A COCK hahah. im pretty sure my mouth is open and my eyes are shut. fabulous!

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 02:27:28 GMT

I can honestly say I'm really sick of waiting on certain things...for certain people to change, or feel something that you wish you could make them feel but you can't and it sucks. I also wish people would get off their high horses and realize that everyone doesn't kiss your ass like you want them to. i feel like i am frustrated to the point of straight up giving up on some people. I feel like giving up on trying to impress people, trying to be friends with certain people and getting nothing in return, or liking someone and getting disappointed once more.

today me and this good friend of mine had a "chat" about how she really thinks this one guy is the guy she wants to spend the rest of her life with and hearing that makes me sad and makes me want that feeling more then anything in the world....

I am a very strong believer of people being "meant" for each other
......and i just really want to find that person.

on a different NOTE:
tonight was younglife and it was amazing besides I had to drink a nasty mcnasty drink
AND my dog had puppies [2 girls and a boy]
the girls names are sally and muffy
they are precious beyond words.

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 23:58:36 GMT

my dog is about to have puppies!!!

this weekend was interesting to say the least.
I still haven't gone to Mount Airy for a movie.

Sat, 23 Sep 2006 03:55:08 GMT

"Sometimes the hardest things and the right things are the same thing"

thats so freaking true.

tomorrow babysnufflindsey is coming over early to "climb in bed and SNUGGLE!" ahah and then we will hopefully have a cute girls day. half of which will be filled with job hunting, since my deadline for a job is in 3 weeks. sheeesh.

jimnasty

Fri, 22 Sep 2006 02:55:12 GMT

tonight I went to jimnastics and there was a crap ton of people there
it was fun though..I need to start going more fo reallll

tomorrow is fridayyyyyyy....ttttttttthank goodness and.....
today i ate the last of the fruity pebbles =[

i wish i had more to write about.....

starbucks holla

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 00:21:48 GMT

today was fabulous...right after school I went to fill out a job application at East Coast Wings with bridgett and dara. audrey came but didn't fill out an application...she also told the manager that "he was sexy in his green shirt" haha then we went to eat dinner at panera and then got my mom a birthday present at kohls.

then lindsey came and got me and we went on an adventure inside kernersville elementary school...it was so cute and smelled just the same..everything in there looks so much smaller to me then it did when I was little. It had been 6 years since I've been there...and EVEN THOUGH we got kicked out by a custodian..it was well worth it. the doors to the gym were open so why not go in =] then me and lindsey went to starbucks and my coffee is pretty amazing now that I added sugar.

i think im going to open gym in highpoint with audrey and quido this thursday...its been since summer since i have been, so im excited.

ALSO:

I really just want to adopt a baby bear, move to europe, paint, and make a big difference in someones life. sounds like a cute plan to me...

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 23:41:01 GMT

I'm ready to quit looking for a relationship...I'm not really "looking" exactly..but the thought is on my mind a lot more then it should be.

I really just need to let things happen because everything happens for a reason I believe.

ON A DIFFERENT NOTE:
I just ate some fruity pebbles and they were bangin.

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 01:06:34 GMT

I want to see a drive-in movie in Mount Airy.

......any takers?

Sat, 16 Sep 2006 04:14:51 GMT

I love weekends.

LINDSEY TOMORROW YOU BETTER FREAKING SEE ME BEFORE 3.

or your head is mine to be chopped off!

i love everyone.

Fri, 15 Sep 2006 01:35:33 GMT

tomorrow is Friday and that puts me in a freaking awesome mood
I don't even care right now that I have a crapload of homework to do and I haven't gotten started!

this weekend seems like it will be pretty good
we have a game tomorrow which SUCKS
...BUT saturday im hanging out with lindsey basically all day..and its gonna be cute. then we're going to a HOTT GIRL party and im excited

SUNDAYYYYYYY is open for anything..and I want plans.

rob turner if you are reading this...I heard that you were going to throw away my letter to you, and i'm REALLY upset.

the end.

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 22:03:49 GMT

what a bad freaking day.
It took me 30 minutes to get to east because of dumb traffic
I missed my english quiz that I was supposed to make up AGAIN
I'm sick
I had to present in 1st period and I hate talking in front of people
I got a 79 on my chemistry lab
me and caroline suck at math
I got bit by a spider
failed a US History test for sure
left my phone in the car
got a friend mad at me
cheerleading after school with a headache
come home to my mom yelling at me for everything she can think of
if i dont get a job by a "deadline" my car is parked except to go to and from school
she always chooses the worst days possible to yell at me for stuff

it figures, once your day starts out bad...you're pretty much screwed til the next day.

AHHHHH

Tue, 12 Sep 2006 22:14:16 GMT

I'm getting sick and today was horrible...
apparently my neighbors called my mom telling her there was some strange car there (which was me,lindsey,jordan,andscottie) at 3am on saturday..which was true but seriously...who cares enough to call my mom about that. so now shes mad at me

I dropped a PERFECTLY GOOD hotpocket on the floor
anna neugent got in a wreck today =[
i have a crap ton of homework

im ready for the weekendddddddd!
i hope i do something fun with FUN people!

what a day...

Tue, 12 Sep 2006 03:17:31 GMT

so today started out terrible then ended up good...

I woke up late, sat in 20 minutes of dumb traffic, thought we had important homework due in fast forward history that really wasn't due, my breakfast bar was gross THEN i got a 100 on my chemistry test. so i was pretty excited about that. after school i had a "doctoros appointment" so i skipped cheerleading and came homeeee...over achieved and did my homework haha..then lindsey came over and we went to pick up a job application..then we met up with scottie and hung out for a while. AND I WROTE HIM A LOVE LETTER AND HE DIDN'T CARE.

after that came home..lindsey left and 2 minutes later she called me saying she had 2 flat tires ahah so i went to see her 3 seconds up the rode and waited with her until she got home

now im sitting here "studying", and being stressed with everything which is dumb.
something is missing i swear....i'm not depressed or anything..im overrall really happy..but I used to be happier.
who knows. i need to go to the beach or something...maybe summer should hurry the heck up.....SERIOUSLY.

noone comments me...except lindsey.
and thats why i love her

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 18:26:48 GMT

im listening to Hey There Delilah and it makes me happy and sad at the same time ahh. it makes me think about things.. like...life..boys..friends..EVERYTHANG! its my jam..!

last night was fun...I hung out with Lindsey, Rob, Jordan and scottie at creations then we went to denny's. THEN jordan and scottie came over and we "chilled" with them until 3ish. i love them all.

I have cheerleading practice from 3-530 and im not pumped at all
but then I get to hang out with lindsey for a little while

ohhhhhhhhhhhh BOY.

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 23:53:56 GMT

HEY S.O.S.
I'm calling your name.

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 23:26:07 GMT

i want to have a deep conversation with someone

right now!

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 03:09:20 GMT

friday- football game against GLENN. we lost..but its okay. the superfans are cute and i liked watching them wear redneck outfits and make signs like "Glenn Sucks donkey dick" hahah. i saw lauren sink and lauren evans there. i miss them both a lot. after the game i went to wendy's with anna and heather..then me and heather took our food to Ham's where everyone was was to eat just as everyone was leaving. so that sucked but we stayed outside and talked to everyone for a while. then i went home to find : Cameron, Michael Belt, Ian, Joe Biles, Zack Whittaker, Emery, and Mike Whittaker at my house..which was the weirdest thing in a hot minute. sheesh...

saturday- me, heidi and audrey went to the mall where we were stalked by like 5 guys and it was really scary..then we went "cruising" the highpoint strip hahah it was fun. then we met up with audreys friends and went to ham's to play pool but we ended up watching drunk 30 year olds sing kareokee, which was entertainment like no other..but it got boring after a while so we left and went back to heidis where we then got harassed by a 15 year old who lives in louisiana over myspace. i dont think i've laughed that hard in a long time.

sunday- went to the freaking mountains with my family where little did i know i would have to be babysitting for them while they sat around or went fishing..and it was not my idea of an exciting day. after i got home me and audrey went to UNCG and stayed with rob, nic, and scottie. we played a fun as crap made up game with some random people, then me, nic and audrey played gymnastics in the grass and walked in the huge water fountain where i stubbed my big toe. we went back to the room and watched scottie entertain us with his butt muscles and talking about his " kitty cat is in time square" baahahha. then APPARENTLY me and rob are too loud...so we got locked out of the room in the freezing antartica weather for 3 HOURS. we got to sleep on concrete. i was upset. 3 hours after being locked out nic finally unlocked the door. i was upset

i have slept and done homework all day
school is dumb.
music makes me think about everything... =/